20101209

Angel Beats!のGirls Dead Monsterの音楽.. +OST

1. Crow Song
2. Alchemy
3. My Song

1.Thousand Enemies
2. Rain Song
3. Highest Life

1. Little Braver
2. Shine Days
3. Answer Song

1. Crow Song (Yui Version)
2. Thousand Enemies
3. Shine Days
4. 23:50
5. Run With Wolves
6. Morning Dreamer
7. Rain Song
8. Alchemy (Yui Version)
9. 一番の宝物 (Yui Version)
10. Little Braver (Album Version)
11. My Song (Yui Version)
12. My Soul, Your Beats! (Gldemo Version)
13. Brave Song (Gldemo Version)

1. Crow Song (Yui Version)

2. Thousand Enemies
3. Shine Days
4. 23:50
5. Run With Wolves
6. Morning Dreamer
7. Rain Song
8. Alchemy (Yui Version)
9. 一番の宝物 (Yui Version)
10. Little Braver (Album Version)
11. My Song (Yui Version)
12. My Soul, Your Beats! (Gldemo Version)
13. Brave Song (Gldemo Version)


1. 一番の宝物 ~Yui final ver.~
2. Storm Song
3. Day Game

1. Last Song
2. Hot Meal (Another "Thousand Enemies")
3. God Bless You





20101206

They Don't Care About Frank

Lol, since April didn't manage to film his performance of 'Billy Jean', I had to edit the performance video of 'They Don't Care About Us'. Well, this meant converting it from a MOV to a WMV... And then shortening the audio of the song used and adding that. Well, this is what we got... Frank dancing and playbacking! Hope you're all enjoying it :-) Oh, and... Don't you dare to eat him, since April and I will already.




Note: ik begon met uploaden om 16:20. Nu is het 17:47 en is hij nog niet klaar!
Nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa >< it takes too long!
Note2: 18:49. It's still not finished?! 0o
Note3: 19:24...
Note4: 20:50 0o
Note5: ARGH IT'S TAKING TOO LONG. Here's the video on Youtube.

20101205

Overgehouden van PPP:

Open:
1x cake
2x slagroom
1x pepernoten
1x strooigoed
1x tucjes
1x rolletjes
munten


Nieuw:

2x slagroom
1x chips, naturel
1x chips, paprika
1x zoute stokjes
2x popcorn, zout
2x kruidnoten
1x strooigoed
3x Energy Slammers
2x set 3 speculaasbrokken
1x set 10 sinterklaaslollies
2x borrelnoten
1x sinterklaasfruit
1x sintschuimpjes

Ich glaube

Zo. PPP is voorbij. Tijd om op te ruimen. Ofzoiets.
Als ik weer ben gekalmeerd.


Heb een serieus gesprek gevoerd met Manon, nadat de bende uitgeraasd was op het veldje door een sneeuwballen gevecht. Zoveel eten dat ik mag weggooien, zoveel bakken die ik mag afwassen, zoveel zooi dat ik mag weggooien... Zoveel hartkloppingen die ik moet negeren.

Ara. Tijd om op te ruimen!

20101204

『ドキドキ』☆

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
He's edible, I swear.
Ik heb niks met Michael Jackson. Echt, niets. Maar... Frank was net op Billy Jean aan het dansen en 0o
Wauw. Video komt later :-)

The Secret Life of Frank: interview

- What is your biggest turn-on?
Bears.
- What is your idea of romance?
Food.
- What do you do if your naked?
Ehm, showering.
- What is your wildest fantasy?
Riding on a Pony.
- What is your favourite bedroom fantasy?
Sleeping~! 
- Have you ever given a thought to the idea of a threesome?
I like trees.
- If you were supposed to choose celebrity to have an one night stand with, who would it be?
Kirk Hammett
- Who do you have a crush on?
My goldfish.


Quotes:
"I have skinny dipped."

20101202

Nog 2 nachtjes slapen...

En dan is het zaterdag!
Waarom is dat zo bijzonder?
Nou, niet. Maar...
Dan is de PPP~

We hebben er echt zin in :-) foto's worden zeker weten gemaakt!

20101130

Near the end

Het voelt best wel raar aan. Het was niet eerder dat ik me er zo van bewust was dat dit anime seizoen bijna voorbij is. Maar het valt wel op.
Van de halve seizoenen duren de meeste anime's nog 3 episodes. Voor de hele seizoenen nog wat meer, maar toch!
Stel je voor,
Nog maar 3 episodes OreImo. Nog maar 3 episodes MM!. Nog maar 4 episodes PaSto. Nog maar 4 episodes Yakumo. Dat laatste is het ergste >< Yakumo is echt het hapje waar ik wekelijks naar uitzie. Het is een leuke anime, en Yakumo... nou, dat is gewoon een leuk hapje om te zien.
Van FA:Akai, KamiNomi, Zakuro en Togainu is het nog niet bekend hoeveel episodes ze krijgen, maar toch.

Wordt het over een paar weken weer gewoon aired anime te kijken? Dan kan ik eindelijk Soul Eater afkijken though 8D Maar, school... is er ook nog. Het leven van een anime-addict is niet makkelijk ><

20101127

Spreekt voor zichzelf, yes?

Sorry voor slechte kwaliteit, webcam is nou eenmaal niet beter XD

Magazine arrivals

OMG they arrived!
My Rock on J and and and the V!NYL SYNDICATE!


In de Syndicate (nee de foto's die ik plaats zijn niet uit het tijdschrift, maar wel van de mensen):
河西智美 (AKB48):

平野 綾:

高木万平:

高木心平:

喜矢武豊 (Golden Bomber):

左迅 (girugämesh):

TAKUYA∞ (UVERworld):

Maar ja, dit was dus het gratis tijdschrift. Er is er ook 1 waarvoor ik betaald heb, met veel meer artiesten, en die ga ik nu... lezen? at least bekijken XD

20101125

Bassisten~ (Random ones) Pt.1: #-M

- 12012: Enya (Male)
- Ap(r)il: Show (Male)
- As If In The Darkness: Yukia (Male)
- Aube: Akiya (Male)
- Bi;shop: Nayu (Female)
- BUNNEIES: Sounosuke (Male)
- Crazy Shampoo: Tatsuki (Male)
- C≠P: Syu (Male)
- Danger Gang: Thera (Female)
- Deluhi: Aggy (Male)
- FizZ: Shien (Male)
- Galneryus: TAKA (Male)
- God Rabbits: Koma (Male)
- Halsion: Mayu (Male)
- Irokui.: Ritsu (Male)
- Jackman: LonLon=Jack・Joker (Male)
- Libertine: Shin (Male)
- LICKER: TsubasA (Male)
- Lolita23q: Ryosuke (Male)
- Mamono: Die=ko (Male)
- Matenrou Opera: Yo (Male)

Deserted Island

First Boy: Frank
Second Boy: Matthijs
Third Boy: Niichan
Fourth Boy: Jarno
First Girl: Yami
Second Girl: Natsumi
Third Girl: Esmeralda
Fourth Girl: Mao




The Plane
Where was your flight headed?
To Hawaii
Why were you going there?
We were going on a summerholiday
Who was the one running up and down the aisles?
Frank.
When the plane was going down, who was hysterical?
Yami. And me. Since I dislike planes anyway XD
Who was helping put oxygen masks on?
Esmeralda, she was the calmest.
Who was praying?
Niichan, cause he doesn't know what else to do.
Who were you sitting with?
Niichan and Yami. Frank was sitting with Natsumi and Matthijs. Esmeralda with Jarno.
Who was in the bathroom?
-walks towards the door and listens- Ah, hi Jarno.
Who was making out?
Matthijs and Frank ofcourse.



The Island


Who was the first to check out the spot?
Esmeralda, she had to find out where she could lay down to get tanned.
Who was still crying from the crash?
Yami and me once again. So emo~
Who was running around to help out?
Natsumi, hyperactively.
Who was helping put up a shelter?
Niichan and Matthijs.
Who was building a fire?
Me me me me!
Who was playing with fire?
Me again :-)
Who was freaking out because they lost all their clothes?
Natsumi, I mean, she's the girliest of all XD
Who was freaking out because they lost all their electronics?
Niichan~!
Who is trying to write a huge S.O.S. in the sand?
Since it's huge it can't be Frank, right? Hmm... Esmeralda I think.
You're the Leader- Who appointed you?
Some brainless idiot.
What's your first act?
Foodhunt!

Split the group into 4 teams, one boy and girl.


Team One: Esmeralda & Niichan
Team Two: Yami & Jarno
Team Three: Natsumi & Matthijs
Team Four: Mao & Frank

What team would you send for wood?
Team 2. So Yami can hit Jarno.
What team would you send hunting/fishing/gathering?
Team 1. Don't know why, it just feels right.
What team would be put in charge of scourging the remains of the plane?
Team 4. Searching for guitars and such!
What team would run off and make out?
Team 3. Obviously.
What team would only look for their possessions and blow off the mission?
Team 1 in the end.
What team would get chased by hostile aboriginals?
Team 3, cause they think Matthijs looks tasty.
What team would come back empty handed?
Team 2. They broke all the wood, and it ended up wet of Jarno's tears.
What team would come back a few days later with armfuls of gold?
Team 3, they didn't like Matthijs' taste and ended up paying him to leave.



Three Weeks Later


Who was the first to go crazy?
Frank. We weren't able to find his guitar.
Who starts dating?
Esmeralda and Jarno. They ended up being really close and such :3
Who puts war paint on and wants to fight the aboriginals?
Me. I'm gonna fight yay~!
Who tries to swim home?
Yami, cause she misses Hendrik.
There's a love triangle, who's in it?
Natsumi, Matthijs and Frank ofcourse.
The two contestors fight over the one in the middle. Who dies?
Natsumi.
What does the subject of the fight do?
Running away with Frank :3
Supplies run out, you're hungry! Who do you eat?
Jarno, cause he betrayed Esmeralda with a pregnant aboriginal.
Alright, two people dead. Who's the most devastated?
Matthijs, cause he feels guilty that he allowed Frank to kill Natsumi. About Jarno nobody cares.
Who's the first to question your leadership?
Niichan, he thinks I'm too young.

Escape


Who tries to make a raft?
Esmeralda, she's experienced.
Who enlists the help of the aboriginals?
Frank, cause he saw they had guitars.
Who comes up with the best idea?
Niichan, being the eldest.
Who tries to start an uprisal against your leadership?
Yami, since she's bored.
How do you respond?
"Oh, do you want to be the leader then?"
How do you end up escaping?
With the raft!
What happens when you get home?
We never manage home, since we end up in the Bermuda Triangle.


THE END.

Stolen from Yami (and indirectly from Miyako)

YOUR REAL NAME: Susanne
YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 4 letters of real name plus izzle.) Susaizzle
YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal) Purple Spider
YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name.) Buisu
YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink) Red Orange Juice
YOUR ARABIC NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of your moms middle name) Uimuban
YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:( Parents middle names) Albertus Annechien
YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets) Black Tim

20101124

"Random 10" nog een keer XD Deel van groepje + Niichan


Name 10 random persons.
[Random Order; done by random.org]

  1. Bonbon
  2. Inge
  3. Niichan
  4. Natsumi
  5. Allard
  6. Robin
  7. Frank
  8. April
  9. Manon
  10. Marcel

Would You Rather...

Party With 1 or 7?
Ehm, 1. Cause she keeps asking me to go out so we can dance XD
Marry 2 or 6?
2. I wont marry some Justin Bieber look-a-like 0o
Kill 3 or 8?
Both? I think... 8. Sorry April, but yeah.
Date 9 or 10?
9. No way I'd date Marcel.
Make Out with 4 or 7?
4. Cause Frank is like, ehm, yeah, well... you know.
Cuddle With 6 or 8?
8! All day long <3
Have Kids With 4 or 5?
4. No doubt.
Live With 1 or 9?
9. Cause I like her boyfriend better >< Sorry!
Be Stuck on an Island with 2 or 5?
2. No need to explain.
Trade Lives with 8 or 10?
10. Don't know why. 
Wake Up Next To 4 or 9?
4, since we made out already XD
Completely Disown 3 or 7?
None D8 well, if I háve to choose.... 7. Sorry.

Who Has the Best..

Eyes? 1.
Smile? 7. 
Face? 4.
Hair? 1, I want it ><
Body? 4.
Style? 9.
Why can't we pick voice? I love voices!

A Few More Questions..

Has 3 ever hurt you?
Yeah, but I doubt he did it cause he wanted to!
Have you ever hurt 4?
Ehm... -discusses with her- Nope, didn't!
Who's the funniest?
 7. Once again.
Can you beat up 8?
I can I can I wouldn't.
When is the last time you saw 9?
This morning, a bit after 9.
Who's the smartest?
4, she just told me.
How long have you known 2?
A few weeks before the summer holidays.
What would you do if 1 and 6 started dating?
 ...Laugh. Really hard.
Who is 5 dating/crushing on?
I think he's crushing on April. Or Yvonne. Or [insert random girls name here]

Survey "Random 10" with people online atm. (Except Yami, I don't know about her XD)

"Oh and Mao, I hereby order you to do this survey! OBEY!"
Well, okay. Since Yami and I will get stuck on an island and get babies, here it is:

Name 10 random persons.
[Random Order; done by random.org]
1. Niichan
2. Niels
3. Frank
4. Madame Risu
5. Yuki
6. Natsumi
7. Michu
8. Matthijs
9. Yami
10. Anneke

Would You Rather...

Party With 1 or 7?
7. I'm sorry Niichan~ But I know this girl longer than you do and she's fun <3
Marry 2 or 6?
6. Niels is cute and such, but I like the fact of stealing Maatje away from Matthijs~ (Kidding, kidding. I just prefer girls.)
Kill 3 or 8?
8. Why? Since I was going to marry 6! XD
Date 9 or 10?
10. I know Yami longer than her, so it'd be interesting xD
Make Out with 4 or 7?
4. IT'S MEAN. SUCH A MEAN QUESTION. Ah well. I think Michu would break, so <3
Cuddle With 6 or 8?
6. Lol.
Have Kids With 4 or 5?
4. It was a hard one, but yeah. If I get kids with Yuki I think they'll be... like... tall.
Live With 1 or 9?
1. Same reason why I wouldn't date her, it'd be more fun with someone I don't know that long yet! (Wait, didn't I meet Niichan when I was still a little kid?)
Be Stuck on an Island with 2 or 5?
5. We can both fangirl till we die. Or we'll be saved by Big Bang.
Trade Lives with 8 or 10?
8. I don't want to give 10 my life, even though I'd take over hers if she wants me to.
Wake Up Next To 4 or 9?
4. I don't want to know what happened if I woke up next to Yami 0o
Completely Disown 3 or 7?
7. Why? Cause Frank is nearby, while Michu is far away!

Who Has the Best..

Eyes? 6.
Smile? 2.
Face? 10.
Hair? 4.
Body? 5.
Style? 4.

A Few More Questions..

Has 3 ever hurt you?
Daily! Wait XD Nope :-)
Have you ever hurt 4?
Probably... but not on purpose!
Who's the funniest?
3. 
Can you beat up 8?
-blinks- I doubt it!
When is the last time you saw 9?
Yesterday~
Who's the smartest?
9 or 1. Hmm... Smart which way?
How long have you known 2?
Since the 19th of March 2010!
What would you do if 1 and 6 started dating?
-stare- I wonder~ 
Who is 5 dating/crushing on?
Ray!

20101119

Origami

Champ213 zegt (18:57):
 wait until I mastered the crane
CAT5 zegt (18:57):
 lol
Cupcakes 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」                       「Wan Two Three Till The Fo Sho♪. 」 zegt (18:57):
 We'll wait~
Champ213 zegt (18:59):
 and then i'll make 1000 of them
Cupcakes 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」                       「Wan Two Three Till The Fo Sho♪. 」 zegt (18:59):
 ....and take over the world?
CAT5 zegt (18:59):
 xD
Champ213 zegt (19:00):
 yeah
 with my army of origame cranes

[AD]To play the most classic games Mody?http://go.imgroupsi.info/m/Bj366L
CAT5 zegt (19:00):
 they'll be destroyed with my army of....scissors
Champ213 zegt (19:01):
 I'll outlaw all scissors in my kingdom
CAT5 zegt (19:01):
 we'll just cut our way in
 and usurp your throne
CAT5 zegt (19:02):
 http://bit.ly/bUOmVd

Champ213 zegt (19:02):
 oh noez
 my beautiful origami kingdom

20101116

a 7days wonder

These eyes have seen all, like magic scattered into bits and pieces
hello, is someone there
I'll show you the magic scattered into bits and pieces

You stopped breathing on the 7th count
Now you can see
You were strangled on the 7th count
I saw you as you smiled

You alone knew we were together
Now you can see 7days wonder


Suddenly my vision slowed, your smile seemed so sad
Now can you hear even this song, you'll forget it soon 7days wonder

You can see now 7days wonder

You saw it, my own colors
I showed you, my own colors

20101111

Answers Unseen

the wounds, countless, 
the dreams, impossible to hold on to
all are indeed marked in this heart 
the soft pink flower, the tears shed 
-turn them into beautiful memories.

"Zijn je tentamens goed gegaan?"
"Ja" Lies.
"Kan je je erover heen zetten als het niet goed gaat met een vriendin?"
"Ja" Lies.
"Kan je je dan focussen op bijvoorbeeld school?"
"Ja" Lies.


20101110

Painfull

Sometimes it hurts if you hear that for a friend, drugs is more important than you.

20101109

Games = Naked Apron = Many Names

(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (19:25):
 there's a code I'm guessing I need to put in in the PS Store
 wonder if I should bother
 panda  zegt (19:25):
 don't do it
kai_desu zegt (19:25):
 do it craig.
 NO DO IT.
 panda  zegt (19:25):
 DON'T
 panda  zegt (19:26):
 GO COOK BACON INSTEAD
 NAKED
「4/8」 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」                       「This November Fo Sho. 」 zegt (19:26):
 ... not fully naked, but with an apron
(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (19:26):
 it's probly cuz I signed up for Plus a few weeks ago
kai_desu zegt (19:26):
 OMG DONT SPILL HOT GREASE ON UR VAGINA
 or yeah, wear an apron
 panda  zegt (19:26):
 never put salt in your eyes
 panda  zegt (19:27):
 never put salt in your eyes
 ALWAYS PUT SALT IN YOUR EYES

------


「4/8」 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」                       「This November Fo Sho♪. 」 zegt (19:37):
 soo like i should fill in a form in the vip lounge? 0o
 panda  zegt (19:38):
 mmhmm
「4/8」 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」                       「This November Fo Sho♪. 」 zegt (19:38):
 Well, after Champ came here, I will then
Champ213 zegt (19:39):
 somebody mentioned my name?
「4/8」 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」                       「This November Fo Sho♪. 」 zegt (19:39):
 I did!
 Champ, I've got like, a very embarassing question~
Champ213 zegt (19:39):
 ?
「4/8」 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」                       「This November Fo Sho♪. 」 zegt (19:39):
 Can you un-do my name change?
 panda  zegt (19:39):
 she's wondering if she should cook bacon naked?
Champ213 zegt (19:40):
 ....
「4/8」 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」                       「This November Fo Sho♪. 」 zegt (19:40):
 with an apron?
kai_desu zegt (19:40):
 8D
Champ213 zegt (19:40):
 she wants to cook a naked Mr. Bacon?
 panda  zegt (19:40):
 with or without
 thats the question
(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (19:40):
 it is no question
「4/8」 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」                       「This November Fo Sho♪. 」 zegt (19:40):
 cooking mr. Bacon is also an interesting idea.
(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (19:40):
 you must wear apron
Champ213 zegt (19:40):
 err, what was your name before anyway?
(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (19:41):
 cat5cakes
「4/8」 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」                       「This November Fo Sho♪. 」 zegt (19:41):
 Cupcakes ^_^;
(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (19:41):
 Champcakes
Champ213 zegt (19:41):
 so I should change it to cupcakes?
「4/8」 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」                       「This November Fo Sho♪. 」 zegt (19:41):
 Craig, stuick with catcakes5 ok?
 panda  zegt (19:41):
 I did it with no apron
「4/8」 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」                       「This November Fo Sho♪. 」 zegt (19:41):
 If you could?
 panda  zegt (19:41):
 I live life on the edge
(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (19:41):
 no, Champcakes
Champ213 zegt (19:41):
 lol, I hope this will be your last name change for at least 213 years
「4/8」 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」                       「This November Fo Sho♪. 」 zegt (19:41):
 It will!
「4/8」 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」                       「This November Fo Sho♪. 」 zegt (19:42):
 Since I'll stick with it; everyone knows me by that name XD
(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (19:42):
 Champcakes
Champ213 zegt (19:43):
 Craigcakes
(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (19:43):
 no
 Champ is more like Cup
 THUS I WIN
(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (19:44):
 GODDAMN CHAMPCAKES
Champ213 zegt (19:44):
 
(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (19:44):
 FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
 213 champcakes



20101104

..after invisible group sex with 2 people

CAT5 zegt (20:33):
 oh, parents are back
 champ and prism
Champ213 zegt (20:34):
  ^o)
「1/8」 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」 zegt (20:34):
 then i'll get the coffee now XD
CAT5 zegt (20:34):
 I'm just sayin..you guys came in...back to back
Champ213 zegt (20:34):
 I'm not your mother
(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (20:34):
 I'm not back, I haven't been
CAT5 zegt (20:34):
 right, you're a figment of our imaginations
Champ213 zegt (20:34):
 Actually, I'm your father, and Craig is your mother

20101102

The Fool Worldtour!


I'll see them December 2nd, you?

Craig and Champ are talking about Craig's house.. so Panda and my comments have nothing to do with it XD ;-)

(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (21:07):
 I built a home out of the earth's crust
 deep deep down
 panda  zegt (21:07):
 india is where all the call centers and technical support are
(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (21:07):
 managed to buy a really long internet cable
「0/8」 「舞桜」  「We need to make sure that you are not a malicious bot.」 zegt (21:08):
 and we moved on to differences between those two countries
Champ213 zegt (21:09):
 in a cave Atop a Very Very Very Very Very Very Very Forsaken Crest of the Northern Mountain
(╬ ಠ益ಠ) zegt (21:09):
 with a forlorn wooden gate

20101031

Yay :3

Rules:
Put your music player on shuffle and put whatever plays as the answer no matter how stupid it sounds like.

My name is... Defying Gravity


I am... the dark
Liar! Johanna is the dark, I'm the evil!

I feel like... download

I want to be... What Dreams Are Made Of

I wish... Looking Hot, Dangerous (Epic Version)


Your Life

When I was born... Blitzkrieg

0o Scary

My parents made me while... Disturb

You know what? I. Don't. Want. To. Know.

My first words were... Redemption

When I met my best friend I thought... Nyappy in the World 2


My first crush was... adore

Okay, so, we don't know who it was, but we do know I adored him/her. Rrrright.


My first date... Hit The Road Jack
Don't you come back no more no more no more no more~

My first kiss... Step up
I did stand on a tree branch... Cause he was taller XD

Me and my best friends discuss about... D.D.D.

Maybe about the cupsize? I mean, I doubt we discuss things that have to do with computers or technology... 
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DDD

My school is like... Monochrome Pleasure
Ignore.

My first job was... Beautiful Colors
Colors? Maybe I was a painter <3

My first concert was...I will die in loneliness, because I'm lonely (孤独に死す、故に孤独。)

I think I didn't enjoy the concert really much... 0o

My wedding-song will be... Last Farewell (마지막 인사)
Like, farewell to being single?

When I lose my job I think... Tiny Circus

This will people say about me at my funeral... Rodeo
Lived a wild life, y'know?
My funeral song will be...24hours

Now I suddenly start to wonder what this song is about 0o ah, Kiss me, Please me... LOL.
In heaven I sing this to God... Cyclone

God kicks me out of heaven, that's what I'll tell him... TTL (Time To Love)

With the devil I talk about... Soul Eater

Makes sense.

Thoughts

My parents think about me... Smile ~for my dear~


My grandparents think about me... Period (Orchestra Version)

My siblings think about me... SPOOKYWONDERLAND PARADE -introduction-
Yes, I'm scary.

My teachers/boss think about me... Spirit
Cause they never see me :3
My best friends think about me... Spacers Pop

I think about my parents... Stockholm Syndrome

They kidnapped me T_T But I still love them :3
I think about my grandparents... Ultimate Melodious

I think about my siblings... M. Albarn

What has she to do with this 0o
I think about my teachers/boss... Breaking World

I think about my best friends... I My Me Mine

They're mine, TeeHee XD
Foreign people might think about me... red moon

...whut?
And last but not least...

This night I'll dream of...  Crow Song

Last night I dreamt of...  My Blood (Mein Blut)


I never want to dream of...  Lupin
But the girls are so sexy in the video D8

I need...  The brain is scooped out.
.... Okay..
I don't need... Screaming

Cause that'll hurt my ears ^_^

This survey is...  Say no


Accumulated details about Zill (Moran) / Saburou (KuRt)

Thanks ficsci for this :-)
Original can be found here: http://www.taintedworld.deadeyes-star.com/viewtopic.php?f=7&t=3534&p=60805#p60805


Since every now and again people had been asking about how Zill/Saburou died, for people who can't read Japanese blogs, I've decided to write down all the details I have so far accumulated from Zill & his friends' blogs & interviews. I apologize about the informal form and the lengthiness of the write-up, as I spontaneously decided to do it in response so some posts I just read. But just so you know, I am not making these stuff up. If I have personal comments below, I'd indicate them as such. I get some of these stuff from other people's translations, and a lot of them I've translated myself from blogs. I don't know where else to put this except in "news" section (Mods, if you find another place more suitable, please feel free to move it). And if you know some more details that I don't, feel free to post (as long as you have the evidence and not just being a troll).

If you're curious "how" and "why" Zill died, I don't know the exact illness either. But I'm trying to put together some info about his personal life all together and factors & events that lead up to his death to make sense out of it.

So what happened was, Moran was going to start activities again this year, because they had recruited Sizna (ex. Sugar) to replace Velo, who left in the end of 2009, on guitar. Zill & Sizna already started writing new songs, and suddenly Zill died. (At the time, Moran was actually already scheduled to play under the name “Freeze” in Jasmine You’s 1 year memorial on August 9, 2010, where, according to Sizna, Zill was planned to play guitar “for Jasmine.” But because of Zill’s sudden passing away, Sizna ended up filling in for guitar, and Shingo for bass). One of Zill’s new songs, “Bleach,” was played in Zill’s memorial on October 14. Moran went to the trouble of recovering Zill’s computer files to get the unfinished songs that Zill had been working on.

Apparently he was sick last year, to the point that he could not tour (the doctor told him not to). In Soan's recent post about Shingo (ex. Sugar, substituted for Zill that time), Zill had been sick from influenza. (Personal comment: yes, influenza, so his physical condition must had been THAT bad). In Moran's Cure #67 interview, Zill said that his shoulder was stiff because he has bad eyesight; that is, he would work with a bad posture in front of the PC while writing songs for a long time. He also said "There are times when it's so bad that I can't sleep and I let out noises..." (direct quote from translation in Cure #67). His bandmates had also commented that he's too skinny (e.g. in Cure 58). Zill said that he tries to gain weight. That seems to be true. Zill has blogged about gaining weight to 50kg (before, he had been as skinny as 45kg). A few days after that, he blogged again about being 53.4kg (posting the photo of the scale. The scale must have been the special kind for people who are trying to lose/gain weight, because it also gives "calories" and "age". But the scale estimated that his weight is ideal for a 17-year-old, haha ^^;). I hope this throws off the theory that he was anorexic -_- . And you see, even though his physical condition had been declining, he really was trying to get better.

It seems that Zill had not been in Tokyo until a few days before his death. He went to his hometown for the 49th day memorial of his grandmother who passed away. On the July 15th, he wrote a blog entry about Daisuke Ochida's death. In the end of the entry he wrote something roughly like, "we don't know what's going to suddenly happen in this world, so treasure every day and spend it with no regrets".

He came back to Tokyo (around the 19th) and went to Tenten's (Chemical Pictures) birthday live the next day. (You can see a photo of him hugging Tenten in his blog). His last blog entry, the night before he died, is about returning from a Chemical Pictures (and amber gris) live on the 22nd, and getting CDs from both bands. (He had been a fan of Chemical Pictures since CPS started; he had been asking Tenten to let him listen to their new stuff). Anyways, what I find worrying is that he wrote he had been drinking that night and fell asleep a bit in the train. (Personal note: I don’t think he drank excessively. He had said that he’s weak with alcohol, but either way, drinking can’t be good if you’re already weak/sick).

However, Sizna also wrote that all members of Moran had been on webcam chat (for the first time) the day before he died. (I don’t know if they did it at night or even before the CPS live during the day).

(About the day he died, let me just translate from Soan’s blog entry). Before noon they tried to contact Zill about work, but he did not pick up. Because he was worried, Soan kept trying to contact Zill, his family, and the band. In the evening, Zill’s family contacted him with a bad news (he wrote it was “unspeakable” and “did not want it to be true”). Soan contacted Hitomi & the company president, and headed to the hospital. On the way there, he’s contacted again from the hospital, with news, “cardiac and respiratory arrest,” “passed away”.

In the wake on the 24th, Velo also came. They all met Zill’s parents and siblings and received Zill’s last messages. (According to Sizna’s blog), Zill left messages for Hitomi, Soan, Velo, and Sizna. The message for Sizna was for him to sort of “take care” of Moran, and “each one of [Zill’s] words are warm.”

The next day, the 25th they held Zill’s funeral. (Personal comment: I don’t know how soon funerals are usually held after someone passes away, but I keep thinking that it happened so quickly and I wonder why… ;__;). The funeral was for family and friends only, (I’m not sure but I think it was in Tokyo, since a lot of his friends blogged about attending it).

Before going further let me clarify several things about his info. I’m about sure now that Zill’s real name is Saburou (also his name in KuRt. His brother keeps calling him Sabu, that’s why I think so. I’m sorry I had been calling him “Zill” in this post, I will use the two names interchangeably now). His hometown is Hiroshima. Sabu has an older brother, who was/is living abroad, because Sabu had blogged about his brother visiting home. He even took a picture of his cute little nephew ^^ . He also has a younger brother, named Aki (at least it seems to be, from Tenten’s blog), who plays guitar in a band called Jiminy Cricket. His stage name is Shia. Shia, only revealed that he’s Sabu’s brother after Sabu passed away; he kept it as a secret from fans before because he didn’t want to be a “burden” to his older brother. Shia formed the band with with Zill’s roadie, Yu-Chi on bass, and Chemical Picture’s roadie, Tatsu on vocals, (and Lamia on drums, but I don’t know if he’s got any roadie-connection thing). Yu-Chi had written that Sabu came to Jiminy Cricket’s rehearsals.

(Anyways, from what I’ve gathered from Shia’s blog), Sabu’s grave is in Hiroshima. Shia, Soan, Sizna, and Hitomi all went to Hiroshima for Sabu’s 49th day memorial. Soan, Sizna, and Hitomi spent time with Sabu’s parents and went to the beach where Sabu loved to go to.

Shia is now taking care of Becky (Sabu’s sexy, cute daughter/rabbit). Shia also has Sabu’s Fender Precision bass now. Sabu’s room in his parents’ home is filled with letters and fanarts that his fans had given him over the years.

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