Stairway To Hades

Hello!!!

I'm weird today. Had a conversation I want to forget as soon as possible. I mean it. I made an account on Buzznet XD Because Eliza wanted me to... but I don't know what I have to do there XD Take a new spearmint I guess 0____o Tomorrow the three of us are going to Emmen!! Shopping in the London and "de oude liefde", it's gonna be fun ^^
Afin, after school, the three of us (there I go again xD) went to Eliza's place ^^ It was fun, talking on MSN with people I don't know XD One of them I have on my MSN now ^^ Yes, I changed adress. again -_-'

Sometimes, I upload songs. On the link after this picture you can download them XD But now there's only megaromania, the newest UCP band.
Back to the chat. After it, I was angry :o I screamed in the stairway -_-' and I walked around our building -_-' hmmm not much to say tho. Love ^^
bye for now <3

God

I hate myself for being this emotional. Like, I knew Jui's sister died and that she was young. But... for some reason, when I read she died in the noon, I had to cry. Sister... his beautiful sister... he wrote a lyric for her. I listened a part of the live version. Only the talking. When Jui started to cry, I cried with him. Why do people have to die? The people we love, the people we care about? It's so unfair. Doesn't that sound weird when I say it? I don't know. I don't care. I hope there is a God up there, who will take care of the people we loose. And at the same time, I hate Him, because he's taking them away from us. God, why? Why can't those people stay forever with us? You aren't human... so you neaver felt those feelings, did you? Because, if you did... You would have learnt from it. You would have learnt that there are people we can't live without. Friends, family, relatives... Like you would understand. I hope I never die. I hope you don't excist. If you do, it must be hard to live in Heaven. With a bastard as president. Are you family of George W. Bush? He's heartless. You're heartless. But you are inhuman. Maybe that's the same. You are the reason people die. Don't say it's noncense. It's true. You took my first little brother. You took my parents best friends. And now? You're gonna take my grandpa, aren't you? I know... I'm not stupid. And after that, who are you gonna take next? Don't you dare to take one of my friends, my family. If you do, I will come with them, and I'll kill your relatives. So you can feel the pain. The pain of loosing somebody. And after them, I will murder you. I know I can. I can kill. I thought I can't, but I learnt that I can. I lived to long in the shadows. I cried to much without a reason. Now I know what I'll have to do. Wait till I live outside, and after that... Assassinate.

Vi-Vi-Vi

Yep. I'm scared of myself. Like, I'm wearing pink eyeshadow and pink nailpolish. Really pink nailpolish. And I'm listening to the preview of vi-vi-vi (SuG's upcoming single) the whole time. Just... scary 0___o Okay, and I'm listening to their preview's of the new album also... on their OHP. Oh and Sandra, we must dance! XD Denkiman-dance, Chocolat-dance, Riku-dances... Pink. XD ZOMG I'm gonna search for more pink. Wait, Hide is pink =) And Nono, and Jun.... hmmzz SuG was pink at Love Scream Party... Yue has pink ^^ Hmmm gonna listen to more Oshare Kei. So I can get more pink. Bou with pink in his hair ^^ And Waka!!!!! Do you know cute bands? Please help me.... Please?

Chocolate Dancers

I have to do this....

Talk about my favourite band: Phantasmagoria.
I mean, they had a live the 3rd of may :) On the Hide Memorial day. Blergh, don't want him to be dead. I began to wonder: what was the real reason Phantasmagoria stopped? Was it because Kisaki wanted to stop? Or was there another reason?
Hey, what's your favourite member of the band? I first liked Riku most, but after a while Jun took his place -_-' now he's fighting with the others =) I love them all. So yes, I've got the album Jun & Iori made together, I've got the songs of Jill ChrisT, the songs of Mirage, Syndrome, Kisaki & Kansai Kizoku, Kisaki Project, Hiskarea, Bloodly Clown, Mar'derayla... and so further.
ITunes says that these are the artists I listen most:
1. Phantasmagoria
2. Attic
3. Versailles
4. Matenrou Opera (I had a "Honey Drop - On - Repeat - Day")
5. Kisaki Project ft. Jui
6. Iori
7. Kaya
9. Hizaki Grace Project (Still loving "Winter Farewell")
10. Node of Scherzo

That looks like Under Code Productions, Sherow Artist Society and Midi:Nette. But now Kaya gone major XD

Now it's not really about Phantasmagoria anymore. But Still XD Kisaki-san in jeans 8D I want Riku as my dancing-class teacher =) And Kaya also (A) See them dance in their PV's <3