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Nicola,

Thanks. Not. Thanks to you I doubt myself again, and a lot. I failed as a girlfriend, and now i'm so afraid of doing something to Vanessa that i'm pushing her away. I love her, more than I loved you, but I can't fully give myself to her. Only because everytime I think I'm ready to do so, I feel pain. Pain of what happened when I gave myself to someone last time.
And due that I hurt Vanessa. I hurt the one I truly love.


Vanessa,
I love you. I love you with all my heart, but I'm scared. I know you're not someone who'll do bad things, but someone told me that before. Maybe I was to soon with telling you that I love you. But the fact is, I do. I really do. I promise...